I am wondering how many other moms out there can't leave their kids. I can't. It's not because I worry about them, or because I think they'll be so sad without me. It is honestly because I don't know what I would do without them. They are the coolest people I know. If I make any plans to leave without them for even twenty minutes, as I'm walking out the door, I will often change my mind.
Even if we made plans ahead of time for Jude to stay at my mom and dad's, I wouldn't want to leave him there (a good example is when I really wanted him to come with when we were about to have Murphy). There are days where I would give anything for a break, but then when I get the opportunity, and I have to say bye to my little guys, I will give up the break I could have.
No matter how many things drive me crazy at home with my crazy toddler, and my little baby, I just can't stay away. As much as I want to get away from my job that never has a lunch break or coffee time, and even though I'm still on call in the middle of the night when someone is hungry, or had a bad dream, I don't think I could ever leave them for any amount of time. Maybe one day, but I'll probably take them with...
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